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Jul. 19th, 2009 @ 11:20 pm come sail away
i haven't used this in such a logn time. i'm just really upset and need to put this all out there but i don't want everyone to know.

i'm still living at home and for the past couple of months my dad and i have been having really bad problems. he's drinking too much and starting fights with me and i can barely spend any time with him at all.

about a week ago he told me that i was a liar and a thief and i was trying to con him out of $500. later that day, after my mom talked to him, he said he didn't think that anymore even though he had no reason to think that. this started because nick and i are going to seattle and he paid for nick's and nick is going to pay him back. i told him i would pay it but he said he didn't want my money.

yesterday i was sitting in his office with my mom and he kept interrupting her while she was talking and i asked him to let her finish. he yelled at me telling me to shut up and get out. i told him he was being a jerk and he told me i wasn't a good daughter and that all i did was mooch off of him. i went into my room and locked the door. about 10 minutes later he came to my room tried to get in but just said through the door that he was moving out. he packed up his things, didn't say anything more to me and an hour later he was gone. he came back around 5 today and we still haven't spoken except when we pass eachother moving through the house.

i'm really upset and don't know what to do. i don't know if i can forgive him. he told my mom that he felt like he was getting attacked and that he's under a lot of pressure.

luckily a friend and i have been talking about getting a place together recently and we've already started looking.
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Nov. 4th, 2008 @ 07:14 pm come sail away
i found a book today that contained a story that i wrote in 6th grade. it was awful. that is all.


haha no that's not all. i dedicated it to my teacher "who made me write this story"

that is awesome.
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Oct. 12th, 2008 @ 09:53 pm come sail away
i saw my cousin's daughter, mallory, this weekend. she looks like me when i was her age (i think she's 3) and it just makes me so happy. its such a nice feeling. nobody else in my family looks like me.
you know when little kids run at their parents and attach themselves to their legs? she was doing that to me by the end of the trip. i'm gonna miss seeing her a lot but she wore me out. i'm so tired and not ready to be around little kids all the time. i don't know how my cousin does it. and they have another baby on the way.
mallory was running around the backyard with my aunt's dog and she went "come on margot, let's rock!"
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Aug. 20th, 2008 @ 06:45 pm come sail away
so i cleaned my room/switched rooms and painted it and i like it.
as i was doing this, i found an old picture of nick and i that nick's mom had given to me for christmas about 3 years ago. i put it on my dresser and pretty much didn't look at it again. then i was walking by and i decided to look at how young we look and there's a face in the corner of the picture!
i immediately show it to my parents and then to my friends when they come over and everyone assumes it is a ghost and that it looks like a relative of nick.
i tell nick about it and he doesn't really believe me but then he comes and sees it and gets really excited and tells his friends about it.
we then go to show his mom. she looks at it and laughs because this picture was in the same batch as a halloween party and at walgreens you can have "ghosts" put in the pictures.

nick is disappointed. he was so excited to gave a ghost. he even took a picture of the picture before we found out it was fake.
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Aug. 7th, 2008 @ 07:25 pm come sail away
so i just got my wisdom teeth out about an hour ago. i wasn't expecting to do it today. i just went in for a consultation and since i hadn't eaten yet today he was like "well. you must be hungry but let's take those suckers out."
of course i was nervous because i really don't like needles or people touching my mouth or doctors. i should be used to them by now. anyway, he gave me the anesthesia and started moving the chair up and down and it made me start giggling then the next thing i know i'm still giggling and being put into the car. then went to walgreens to get the painkillers and while my mom was in there i took out the gauze and it was disgusting. i had to spit a lot of blood out of my mouth(even though they told me not to spit at all. or to use a straw which makes me sad. i love straws.).
now i'm watching beauty and the beast in my new room. i painted it and my dad built shelves and more hanging rods into my closet. i love it. its amazing. i'll have to show pictures because its beautiful. when i want to eat dinner with just one other person i can in my room because of my table/desk/tv stand.
nick is here. he won't kiss me because he doesn't want to hurt me. phooey on him. i love him though.

these painkillers aren't doing much for me though. oh well.
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Jul. 28th, 2008 @ 02:00 am come sail away
i find it so sad that something that once meant the world to me just passed by.


in other news: i party too much, sleep too late, and have too much free time on my hands.

maybe next year i'll go.
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May. 30th, 2008 @ 08:21 pm come sail away
i went to the store and bought two boxes of wheat thins on wednesday. my dad ate nearly an entire box and then tried to deny it even though i hadn't opened it and it was next to his computer. also his blood sugar is in the 300's and he's diabetic. way to go dad.

i have allergies. it sucks. i thought i was sick but i'm not. at least i hope i'm not.

i went to mexico about a week ago. it was amazing/beautiful/ the best vacation of my life. next year will have to be even more amazing. if that's even possible.

i'm going to mexico next week.

i'm more tan than i've been in years. i don't usually stay out in the sun for that long. i love being outside though. i'm just in the shade most of the time.

i need to buy a tube and resolve to go floating on the river every weekend. its good for my health. sun and all. and sandwiches!

every paragraph in this post starts with "i" except this one.

(and this one) this year i want to see UU folk sometime. not sure when that can happen though because i can't make it to camp murray for the bridging.

gym memberships don't do you much good unless you go. i suppose i'll go tonight. maybe get some panera bread as well. yummm. (this one too)

i need a job.
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Apr. 24th, 2008 @ 04:49 pm come sail away
i need to stop smoking hookah so much. this morning i woke up coughing. its not that i'm addicted to the shisha because it doesn't have that much nicotine or anything its just so social and now that i have my own, people come over and that's what we do while we talk.

this summer will be amazing. the smell of honeysuckle is already in the air and it makes me so happy.

i might be going to mexico in may. if not, then i'm definitely going in the beginning of june. the may trip would be with a few friends and we'd drive down there and maybe stay in zeena's dad's friend's condo. i would probably spend so much money there though. so i probably won't go until june when i go with my sister and cousin in law.

also zeena and i are thinking of starting a party planning business. it would be a good thing and we're good with ideas and shopping for good party stuff. this weekend we have a toga party planned but its for our own amusement.

i'm ready for something exciting.
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Mar. 14th, 2008 @ 08:15 pm come sail away
i went and saw spoon last night. zeena's dad got us v.i.p. tickets so we were on stage! we were literally 5 feet away.

also saw fantasma and i loved them. i can't wait until i get the c.d.


and i met quan cosby the other night at spiro's. he's a really nice and modest guy.
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Feb. 6th, 2008 @ 07:25 pm come sail away
my dad went to the store and asked me what i wanted. the only thing i wanted was granola bars and he forgot and i was sad. i told my friends this and they were like "granola bars?! that's why you're sad?"


i like granola bars. they remind me of summer.

also i like british accents. yesterday at dirty martin's we had a british server and he gave us a free milkshake.

and i think someone might have my bank account info cause there are things on my statement that i don't remember doing.

i need to find a really groovy dress for tacky disco night.

this summer i think i will have a lot of themed parties and outtings. oh! i had an amazing idea for a 50's themed beach party with a fire and someone with a guitar and lots of singing and colors. i'll need time to prepare. that's why the planning starts now.
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Jan. 2nd, 2008 @ 04:27 pm come sail away
i cut all my hair off. happy new year to me!
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Dec. 29th, 2007 @ 02:43 am come sail away
my brother came back for christmas and i think this was the best visit i've had with him ever since he left for college back in 2000. we've been cooking together and going on walks and shopping for last minute christmas presents. i really miss him and i'm glad our relationship has gone back to how it used to be before he left. maybe its even better.

he's always been a good brother and i'm proud of him and to be his sister. soon he might be going to barcelona because he's come up with a way to fold proteins in a better way than they were doing before.

in other news, i am excited with the new sheets i got for christmas. and for my birthday i asked my parents for a memory foam cover thing. now i just need to start getting things for when i'm ready to move out. i figure i have a while before that happens soooo towels next. i think blue or red is a good color.

the bourne trilogy takes a long time to watch.
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Dec. 3rd, 2007 @ 05:02 pm come sail away
You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused
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Oct. 25th, 2007 @ 10:14 am come sail away
I'm going to be Belle from Beauty and the Beast for the Chuy's parade!!!!! I'm so excited!!!
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Oct. 3rd, 2007 @ 02:20 pm come sail away
Comment and I'll give you a letter. you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter. After, post this in your journal, and give out some letters of your own.

Bronwyn gave me j.

1. jammies
2. jamaican accents
3. jumpsuits
4. jack sparrow
5. jerry maguire
6. james thompson
7. jars (painted ones)
8. jim's (sometimes)
9. jerry lee lewis
10. jammin to music with hannah in my car!
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